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Life’s Purpose…

February 1, 2013

So I have this idea…it eats away at my focus till I cannot see the words of my book club book I need to read…till I cannot sit and watch the stupid tv show meant to help relax me for the evening…till I find my whole day has been used up going from project to project around the house…till I find I have driven by the exit I needed…till I realize it is 5pm and I need to have a plan for dinner…

I want to grab at the idea…get it going. But it sits… like a gremlin, in the shadows of my mind…hiding behind corners, taunting me… where I can only get a glimpse…no, a feeling- a fleeting inkling, it teases me and I struggle to grasp at the thick of it… then it is -poof! gone…gone back into those recesses, scuttling back into the crevice where I cannot pick it out…argh!

This idea is a good one…it has been creeping for sometime…getting bigger and more juicy every day…of course, sometimes it deflates to almost a flat sagging tire,  but sometimes…Sometimes it swells to such proportions I believe I am on the brink of something BIG!!! Like a world changing thing!     Exhale.

I have decided I am going to lure this thing Out of the Dark…give it a great breath of color…look at it in a loving way in the stead of a conflicting way. I am going to give it space and allow it to take it’s own shape and feed it what it wants…what we all want- deep breaths… silence… love… compassion… patience… freedom…

So I go back to my mantra…

I want to remember that no one is going to make my dreams come true for me…

It is my job to get up every day and work towards the things that are deepest in my heart…

and to enjoy every step of the journey rather than wishing I was already where I want to end up.

Love to you…from SagesMassage

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